Happy you know what friends (MONDAY AGAIN), I know it’s been a while since I posted and its all due to personal reasons. I am angry, deflated, bewildered. Uninspired to say the least. I know life has it’s good moments and it’s bad, but you are never prepared for those bad moments no matter how hard you try.
I know on things can always be worse, that there are people out there who have it far worse, but I can’t help how I feel or why I feel what I do. My dad had a cancerous tumor removed in December. Went through months of radiation and physical therapy, felt like we were in the clear. He gets MRI’s completed every three months. There are spots on his liver and lungs. I am struggling in my faith and questioning why is this happening again? I believe in trusting in God that he will take care, he always takes care. So why does this have to happen?
My dad is at the hospital as we speak, waiting to conduct his second liver biopsy. I know this is all personal and unrelated to my blog in anyway, but as I have said before…this space has become my personal diary, life journey with you all. If my words and thoughts can help someone then my heart happy.
We may not understand why certain things happen, or why things are they way they end up, but we have to believe there is meaning to everything and that hardships and agony lead to clarification and better days. Don’t lose sight of the big picture, live one day at a time.
If you are reading this, I love you. Thank you for tolerating my rant and whines. Have a wonderful afternoon.